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As The petals of Crimson Roses Fall on Wednesday, September 23, 2009, 9/23/2009 12:16:00 PM

Ever since my 17th, nothing good seems to be happening. From O lvl results to choosing a course to GPA. Depressing. Just hoping my 18th will make a change to a something.

Seriously, Things just sucks.
They should all just "*"

argh...so many thing coming out from my mouth but there is no sound.
yes, something should just happen.
PS: I had a really stupid dream this morning. ==
Stomach dont feel very well now...a lot of weird feeling grinding inside.

LL signing off...

As The petals of Crimson Roses Fall on Monday, September 21, 2009, 9/21/2009 11:50:00 PM

This weekend is tiring. I had all weekend tied up by work, especially when yen is not around, i cannot slack (oops).
Friday-Sunday:Work
Sunday evening: Went to Chinatown (near maxwell food court) to watch cody sing.
Monday: Went to the same place again, ate at Chinatown complex and get some stuff. Went to the temple at Bugis. Went to Arab street but not opened (forgotten that ytd was a holiday)

Today:
I woke up at 12pm.Planning to wake up at 2pm but i got disturbed and was told that we are going out soon.

**********
Today:
We were sitting at the back of dad's car.
so while taking pics, Cody volunteered to take the pics using sis and my HP cam.

Attempt 1: Failed. Our faces got cut off.

Attempt 2: sis head got cut off (oops)

Attempt 3: Passed. All heads in :D

Random: Cody's boots.

As we pass by bugis...

Around chinatown when there is a slight traffic jam.
random shot.

Yesterday:After work.

The Cotton-like clouds outside dad's shop area.
Time of the day: 6pm, early evening.
It's the clouds that caught my attention so i took it. After this one random shot, i went home and look at it again and find it quite nice :D

Night:Outside Chinatown complex

Little girl and her balloons.

Happily...

Thursday:
Had Sushi workshop by FCC. Hf paid but did not turn up.
Actually i kinda expected it(6th sense *beep beep beep*),cause she got chalet the day before, but still smsed over to see if she's coming.XD
She replied saying she overslept. LOL.
I think if it's me, i wont even reply, i will just continue to sleep. HAHA.

SUSHIIIIII~
I'll let you eat this image, if you dont mind. XD

demo demo (:

1st attempt.

I met a senior, a year older. Chat and found out that she just stay 2 floors below me.(same block, same housing estate -duh!-) So damn coincidental la! So we went some together after the sushi workshop. haha.

Wednesday:
We gathered together ( YL, XH, WJ and I) at SH's house as she is departing the day after to Japan.
Sadly, it wasnt for a holiday.

We chatted and had dinner there.

I love this sia.

Salmon :D

The last shot together with SH ( i guess)

Will miss her(: We can still see her on9, FB though :D

YL lend me this:D
Prince Of Tennis 100 song marathon!
I got into chapter 33 just now. A long way more to go. Very nice :D

It ends here for now.
Going out on wed with shasha and hf. At least not working or rotting or schooling.

I have nothing to look forward to anything now. Nothing exciting going on also. Wonder what i should do...

LL signing off...

As The petals of Crimson Roses Fall on Tuesday, September 15, 2009, 9/15/2009 11:29:00 PM

Hello Humans , here to update on recent activities.
Actually i cant rmb much but let's recap.
Sat and sun-work
Monday-handed in the sushi workshop money with Hf and went out all over town with shasha.
Today-tennis with yen in the morning, made pasta for lunch.
Tomorrow-Rot at home i guess, have something on in the evening but might cancel it to go SH's hse.

I finally got it! The Kuro Shitsuji Pocketwatch (:

The back and front.
ps: I like Antique Victorian looking stuff :D

Bought ice-cream while out with shasha yesterday (:

And i ate this for dinner. Then went home and fried rice since mum cooked.
Background-shasha's lappy (:

Anyway going out was great but not great with the money. Still got a lot of things to buy and doing random stuffs.
Now waiting for my cos stuff so meanwhile have to do chara observation. Still kinda worried abt the contacts and wig color. Have to think of the Guren key as well.So once again, i'm hook to CG XD

Tsubaki signing off :D
Anyway, tag my board else i'll be bored.

As The petals of Crimson Roses Fall on Sunday, September 13, 2009, 9/13/2009 11:08:00 PM

I dont know why but i think the world around me is turning stupid and they are infecting me as well.

WTH!!!

As The petals of Crimson Roses Fall on 9/13/2009 12:54:00 AM

Guess what?
Actually nothing much but so "business" related stuff came up so kinda vexing.
And due to this i am thinking how to lessen a least a percent of a burden and still do what i want.

Anyway i have not update my section of the blogshop but just to tell readers first:

I am selling my original UMD for Bleach: Heat the soul 5 for $45.
Bought it at $76.
Language: Japanese
Instruction Manual: English.
Reason: I find no time to play the game thus the outcome. Anyway i just slot it into my psp twice so of course it is new. Maybe i upload the pics tomorrow or something.

You can tag at my tag board or something. If you have my contact, contact me. or else go to the blogspot and email over (duh~)

Thanks.

so there goes.
Tsubaki Signing off~

As The petals of Crimson Roses Fall on Friday, September 11, 2009, 9/11/2009 09:06:00 PM

Went to Comex today with yen~ Bought a Headset from AudioTech (:
It has the look of that French pastry, Macaron (:
It was cheap lar, i should have gotten the black and red one. This one is nice too (:
Watching Otomen live action drama now, so nice XD

My next week is piled up! All the way from monday to sat. OMG, how much money am i going to waste? *faint*

Grace signing off~

As The petals of Crimson Roses Fall on Thursday, September 10, 2009, 9/10/2009 12:08:00 AM

I'm here looking around, still looking for something meaningful for myself.

I watched "I love Beth cooper" with yen just now. The rating was so-so, not as good as the other movies i have watched this summer so far.

As we finished the movie, we had subway and the thing that made me went "what the hell" was that they don't have subway melts, no meatball marinara which left me utterly disappointed with cold cut trio WITHOUT honey mustard. The lettuces made me go "eww..." cause only the sweet onion cover the veggie taste.

I don't feel like going home after that. Not that i don't bear to leave yen (*ahem*), just that i was told off by mum that i did not do housework and You know what? I am not my mum, i don't know what house chores she expect me to do. Her brains are not connected to mine like how a USB is connected to a computer.She left her note somewhere else in the house other than the kitchen where i could always get her instructions. I mean i don't mind doing house chores but i just hated how doing things at home can be such a nuisance when i was told to do them at the wrong time.

Then now dad told me to cut my hair and gave me a face saying that it is not good for my hair when i said i wanted to dye my hair.

Why would people want to care about thing i dont want them to care about and dont care abt things i want them to care about.

Everything seem so wrong. So damn wrong. Is like reminding me who i was before when i thought that i can leave my cage for a while longer than i normally do.

It was emptiness.Why should i try so hard to please everyone around me? When i decided to tear off my mask, my fear held me back, it's as if my hands are chained.

Maybe i can only say this,
I dont know handle this madness.

I rather hope that my fantasies were real.
Sometimes when i do things that are right, i really want people to assure me.

I'm such an uninteresting person, right?
Envy is the only sin that could take over my mind.

As The petals of Crimson Roses Fall on Wednesday, September 09, 2009, 9/09/2009 12:14:00 AM

Tsk, kids nowadays...Cant they just do things do ease our burden?
What's wrong with this world?

I dont understand what is my sister so unhappy about when compared to me, her life was way easier?
To me, my parents are bias.
As the eldest kid at home, i'm getting all the shits.
When i was her age, i'm like chained up at home almost every time.
She couldnt understand anything, it's like she go no brains and logic sense. I dont think she feel any guilt as well.
Why should i care so much when she scowl at me when i try to talk to her while i'm concern?

Why am i treated this way?

As The petals of Crimson Roses Fall on Tuesday, September 08, 2009, 9/08/2009 11:15:00 PM

It was sudden when i was told that Jasmine You, bassist from the Band , Versailles -philharmonic quintet- passed away almost a month ago.

The only news i know was that the band's activities were suspended due to his poor health.

I was shock, very very shock when shasha told me over msn. I reread what she told me over and over again then went to search over the news. Plus the band is formed only 2 years ago. Saddening. I've come to addicted/love the band especially their music so much 3 months ago.

Jasmine you, you'll always be remembered.

As The petals of Crimson Roses Fall on 9/08/2009 02:01:00 AM

This is it. I went out to bugis with sis and her friend. bought A tee and a skirt. A day that is Normal i guess. The only thing that frustrate me is i dont get how they walk so slow when they have legs as long as mine. That's why i said i will sure get tired going out with them. I am 100% more tired from going out with my group(s) of people.But this sis of mine, anyhow run when she's just a mere 13 year old, not yet grown up, childish mindset kid. I am like so locked up at home at this age.

The most stupid thing happened is, there is this girl. around 10-12 years old. From the way she dress sure not sec sch student.Frm head to toe, all kid's clothes. Held a phone that is same as mine, same color also. oh yes, the flip phone.
Here is the stupid part.
Me, a person tired from all the walks took the bus with sis and friend to go home. At this last row at the back of the bus), there is 3 seats left so i went to seat down.(the center 3 seats out of the 5) she damn ks, got off from the seat in front and came to seat beside me. so some how she ended up between me and my sis ( her friend was standing). Like i normally do since i am tired and stuff, i slept. This girl suddenly close her phone. As in when she flip open and then close back, got this "piak" sound. Somemore is damn loud. Obviously, i would be pissed. She did that a second time. then took a pic of herself(zilian, got snapping sound somemore). Me, beside her with closed eyes, was thinking "wtf, you take bus also want to take picture?".
It angers me cause it's damn fucking lame and she DISTURBED me. Obviously she just want to show off that damn pink color flip phone with a lot of stupid bells hanging on it. (yeah as if she drop it the whole world will know she drop her PINK phone).
And when she flip back her f*cking phone the 3rd time, i nearly want to wake up immediately and throw her phone on floor. I wanted so much to take out my phone and say : 'sml, got pink phone v dua ar? I also have what, same color, same model but spoilt in a month when i have not drop it once. flip somemore and i throw your bloody phone out of the bus". Which i did not, but remain calm.

After she got off, my sister also said that the girl is very stupid.
Lame.

Anyway the cosplay plan for the year:
Kallen from code geass, school uniform ver.
I dont know la, likely to do it.

I think this is it. Confidence not there yet.

Sam post up our pri sch pic. so we all tag here and there then around half of the class got back in the comment box and found old friends again. It wasnt that bad i guess.

Overall i cant think much today. I dont even know what i am doing while blogging here now. I cant think clearly of what i have done and dont know if it is right.

LL signing off...

As The petals of Crimson Roses Fall on Monday, September 07, 2009, 9/07/2009 01:52:00 AM

so here it goes:
I am going to bugis with sis tomorrow with her friend.
intention: Go to otaku house at Iluma and get crazy for some GLP stuff at B street.

I guess tomorrow will be tiring, looking after 2 little kids.

It's like babysitting during holidays. haha.

Tsubaki Signing off.

PS: Gonna use kallen as inspiration.Hope to get something out of it.

As The petals of Crimson Roses Fall on Thursday, September 03, 2009, 9/03/2009 10:47:00 PM

Today i head to town in the afternoon so that i can fixed up the phone that i have barely use for 1 and a half months. The 1st phone I ever owned that breaks down so quickly. I bused there and met up with Hf and shasha since they went to Far east way earlier than me as Shasha went to rebond her hair.

So after that when we went to Wisma to service the HP, we found out 3 of us wore grey for the day. It was purely coincidental, maybe it's telepathy. LOL.

Had dinner at Breeks. ( correct spelling?)

Bought new leggings @ Uniqlo. Nice :D

Yesterday, it was Jap dinner, today it was Korean dinner. How shiok can it gets? Is very enjoyable one lor.

Thurday Greyness.

Food!

Hf and my Honey lemon tea + Shasha's Strawberry Kiwi tea.

Hf and Shasha's.

They told me but i still dont know how to spell this out. XD

Chicken kimchi Myon.

We called desserts and end up with:

Traditional chocolate fondue.

Hmm~chocolate.

Went downstairs and had hokkaido Icecream

Green mint~

finished!

So my trip at town ends here. nothing more nothing less. (:

After entering poly, food trips are like our form of relaxation.

I like talking to people who know how to think, who have the same level of matureness and attain the same level of agreements. It gives me a feel of enjoyment, not stress, speak out and dont have to care how others think of you because they are facts.

Humans are such weird things.

Grace signing off.

As The petals of Crimson Roses Fall on 9/03/2009 12:11:00 AM

After 3 weeks of "wonderful" Alien language torture, i have finished my 1st Semester Exams! I wonder why but to me, it doesnt felt like it's over. The subjects are more alien than The science that i hate most. I guess have to learn how to get along with the subjects or else my next few days/months/years of poly life will be torturous.

So as COS marks the end of my sem1's Exams, we girls bused to town for shokudo @ Heeren. Tania went home( i'm guess she's discoing at home. LOL)

Window-shopped at ION for a little after dinner. We were so attracted by that Anna Sui perfume XD.

And the highlight of the post today: Pictures.

Enjoy (:

Here comes my cha soba (again!)

shasha's

Hf's

Elaine's

Sakura ebi tamago (:

woo~look at the fish flakes.

shasha's Tiramisu.

elaine's waffle.

Extra:
Exam period.
What happens if things got all clogged up in the brain and the cells starts slacking....

Math.Random. T19

Math.Random.Morning.WoodlandsLibrary

Math.Random.InvadeRP

Math.Random.Shasha

After exam all become..

.
End of story.

Got to find something meaningful for myself to do in the hols.
So sleepy, gtg now.

So long people!

Grace Signing off...

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